Excruciating Agony: My Struggle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts propose unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a